jinen kothari

finally exams are over (yup the it started must have to stop before it hits ...lol) felling good ... nah not relax but good ...actually i do like this busy days and  working hours ...on this days i feels satisfy  after completion of the day...m not able to doing this social things or relationship... so work is the best thing m doing!!! wot actually happens is that want to improve or progress ...but reality is that nothing is happening....m working hard...it doesn't mean that  i have to let people fell that m working hard or not,yes i know that m working hard...i know where m stops but actual happens  is that m not improve in that... i don't know about from ma side or from universe...try lots of new things from the  last year but result is zero...no progress no improvement.!! : ( m not felling ant thing bad or guilt of anything but it now feels like m fighting against the whole world or ma self ...!!!i don't know but feels like yes m growing up...try to ch...

exam is just started today ...paper was quite good but do not know about the answer paper ..hahaha ;) ;) :D just kidding  ...it was quite good  .... :) but not as ma expectation really thing matter is some thing like that for the last 3 semester i can not able to over come this ...!!! may  it is the reason of mine loss in school or 12th .... Really m felling such fresh ...sure about  things ....yup i am!!!   don't know what happens to me ....m not able to live this paper ...ma mind sucks around the whole world ....that's why m not able to do things properly in that time...trying to over come this...but don't know the way ...i kept ma self working ...may be it will give me answer!!! such lovely song... Udhati hui titalli(butterfly) ki rangeen parchayi Reh jaati hai phoolon mein Waise hi tum ik tasveer ke jaise Chahye ho inn aankhon mein Hosanna Tum joh mera khwaab ho Hosanna Dil kyun na betaab ho Kahoon toh kya kahoon Main kyun dewaana hoon ...