jinen kothari

 Had Traveled a lot this, my car shows 10000kms, yet this number is nowhere near to the distance I've traveled (internally or externally). Gone on adventures mountains, From the oldest range of World, Aravalli hills to the peak of Guru shikhar and From the holiest Girnar Taleti to the heart throbbing Range of Himalayas.  Range of Aravali: Oldest Mountain range in the world. Visited Taranga hills, beautiful accent jain derasars. Temples and surrounding mountains are Archaeological Wonders of Ancient India. Mount Abu and Guru Sikhar: Guru Sikhar is the Highest point of the Aravali Range. The green peak in the deserted land. Abu is Situated around the western desert land of India. Gujarat and Rajasthan.  Mount Girnar and Girnar Taleti: Moutain in the home of Asiatic lions. Visited Girnar Taleti, It is one of the Holiest pilgrimages (Shashwat Tirth) for Jains, where the 22nd Tirthankar, Lord Neminath attained nirvana. Kanchenjunga The Himalayan Range: The highest mountain in ...

It all started that spring morning, She was sleeping on the classroom desk, the morning sun was glowing on her face and I just fall her. Her calmness and passionate simplicity were killing my nerves. These were our college days, So I was thinking to ask her out and being together. But she is completely different from me. I'm like smart, charming, literally impassionate and outspoken, I can talk to anyone on campus. She is a shy, conservative personality. She was a topper and I was the back bencher. If I refer to rabbit and tortoise story. I'm a rabbit and she is a turtle. In the last paper of 3rd semester, I nudge her to meet at the library and at that meeting I asked her! and I got a reality check ;). Seriously that hurt my ego. Till the time, I reach to bus-stop bubble has burst out. That day you realize friends are 'haramisssss'. Though they and her friends not just warned me but told me she will REJECT you but I wanted to be the hero and for the next 3 semesters, fr...

Happy Diwali! Passions is key (for me) to unlock sucess! I have started changing things yet so many things to be changed. Many fears I have loosed and catched others. It's like rejection is key to sucess. I have been rejected over and over. Many times it's feel like talking black-hole, it's black dent sky with I can keep talking... Life is paradox. You are going in one direction and it will take you somewhere else. I can keep enjoying and have faith. Faith is big word now, I am literally questioning everything comes to me. Always trying dig ito details. Do you understand  diging into details? There is unnecessary difference, I have seen everyone is in this loop only. This difference is not just with others, with ourself as well. To become calm or to have more passions is to be faithful. I have to start believing. To believe is magnificent. It will attract all other requirements. To have faith every little thing will be ok. Lots of stories are there, every...

Happpy navaratri!!!! So many things happen that was completely unexpected.  And like worse nightmare. You stand by for people for in hope that they will stand by @worst.  Fortunately I have learned this in last few months. You are doing it for shake this thing should happen nothing more than that.Another one people will take you for granted if you are available. Main taan gul se lipti titli ki tarah muhajir hoon Ek pal ko thehroon, pal mein udd jaaun Best thing I get to know is that journey is more beautiful then destination and you will be alone on top & bottom. I have been in both sides. You have to choose to you are @top or @bottom because all the places are same in ways. What if you losses what did you lose & what happens if you win what you won. The Survive is the only option to be happy. Things must be done because it must be done or it’s new or there is no other reason. The survive is the journey of Lone to Alone. Make yourself for alone and...

It's Summer!!! I am loving it. Summer will be here soon. And everyone is on vacation or planning for vacation. Kids are on street playing around and planning for mama's home. Schools are over and results are about to come. Mango's are out there and everyone is after there. :p I could feel those memories with me those dry hot empty street roads. Chilling mango shakes and ocean winds touching you and that get long last in memory. Games, fun, Late night talks and next morning getting ready for picnics. At that time no one knows these is going for last in your memory. You can see through windows but you can not leave it back. And as time grows things change. But no thing is change only people are changed else we all are doing  same thing  chilling in gardens and all the fun. only things is change  is people you are interacting with. It is not that we don't want those people. Silent school buildings at the very next day after vacation starts. Schools become ...

Summer is knocking, but seems like whether is still confused with session.  Morning feels like winter followed by monsoon and summer in day. It's been tough winter for me lot physical hurdles. Sometimes life forces us to collect materials and you go collect them with empty soul. It doesn't matter you gain or loose your soul remains empty. And if you gain you start believing something and you become slave of that belief or you loose you become slave of other belief and life becomes shorter for you. We are at same two frog story, well frog won't accept that world is much more bigger than well walls. " Less people know, the more stubbornly they know it. "   - Osho We all stuck with the same story one or another way. We need to get out of it. It's going to be hard, fearful, unknown, wild more importantly it's going to be mysterious. It forces you to know more, love more, faith more, explore more and embarrass life. "The faithful are m...

Silence has been broken with storm. whole your life you are attract the people, things and all the circumvents happing and that is attracted by you. Many times we attract very wrong people or the events that follows.Environment does affect on us one or another way, We like to connect with society to find our existence. Specially when you are in the age of quantum leap, you want able to judge, what's wrong or right.   "Here nothing is in acceptances or rejections, what ever it is, is in your BELIEF" So I meet Kat after period. The moment is froze, there is noting to say, noting for explanation, Uncontrolled flows of emptions. heart is beating so slow like it misses its beat... "Its so calm its look like chaos."  There is noting changed or everything is after that. Your happiness is here,so strong, so pure, so positive, so beyond that's with you every moments, when you are pushing boundaries, when you are cutting the age. Those memories are so ...

So question is why Write blog. Don't write to be understand, write not to misunderstood. (Random read) So this been official traveling year. Like every next week m going some where.  Its good gives me time to be with me, know my self strangers. Time to think write. Major blogs written this year are on the way to some where. Like so many things are predicted that women showing you where to jump, oxygen mask there that TC always asking for original ID. They all look like same to me with different colors. Only good thing in them is they took only few sec or mins. only. After that couple the love birds. They are 2 types typical Indian or improved Indian like they took all the responsibility of society gathering they are trying to connect with everyone and some are exactly opposite as they don't give crap about you. Improved couple gets just intimate. They are playful they environment more alive. What happens when love birds meets ... family :p This people are like bunch ...

Happy thanks giving! Every society around the world is says it is good to be thankful. Every year what we are thankful for!!! if we count lots things are there! so quite  diplomatic answer!!! life goes on it doesn't matter what we think what we do... it goes on & it has to be. "show must go on!!!" new years morning comes with great hopes most possibilities and resolution or too many prophets. such as 2014 for me. 31st night with friends warm. so does  morning. that days will be brighten our year will high on every aspect. Here new year is coming soon. So many things are quite same as last year on some aspect there are many opportunities... As the year started so many roads are started and many are closed. as years goes those open roads closed. It is like every next month there is new loss. Like moral or economical or  physically or ethically. every next month i brooked into pieces not just that people are coming and killing me. It is like they are removing a...

For the years you sleep with next day goals and suddenly all is gone don’t know what is next step and where, why and how to do!!? All morning comes with worst nightmares of the life. Everyone single day there is rejections. How could one broke glass that has been already broken but this this theory not applicable in humans.  That they will destroy you, kill you, Pease you off. How many times you prove. Why to prove!? And more importantly what to prove! You can’t justify your every action. You can’t explain everything, you can’t be untruthful. You kept your silence. Let them destroy you. You kept on practice, love, smile and silence. And importantly forgive them it doesn’t matter how they are killing you. Matters is what how you come back, smile and love. Everyone now then has their point of existence. Some time we see them in family, work then fiends or love and society. They help you in your fights!!! Someone has nothing. They have to accept the pain, feel the pain eventuall...

Tear mera rista he kesa... So many things in life didn't get any closer. Like this blog started something and will end some where. so many stories remains untold.  Stops without hesitation. And when we ask why it stoped!?!  There is long pause ... or take deep breath n moves on. This causes deepest pain on heart, mind & soul. It is not just stories it pains when relationships are involved... when memories are there... memories are great some of them become history... @ the temptation point of history.. Some of them become mysterious... n become deepest breath of life. U will remember n it will dig little more. Destiny!?! Things can't moves without spiritual itch...  this memories ... makes you laugh and very next moment it is rolling from your eyes... loudest silence of life... Some asked where am I!?! M @ center of loneliness, restless ness, strain, deepest feeling of wanderlust. When we chose , we chose freedom for not freedom freedom from. People will see in oth...

One year, one job, one love!!!And lots of things and now concluding all those things. Lots of memory, experience, love!!! People… Everyone is living by purpose of their own. Most likely i do feel like people living life in the some adjustment towards life, family, and friends or may be m wrong I do feel like or may be m too independent. Don’t know and really ask me don’t w ant to know. Life has lots of surprises even they come in the ways when yo u are not expected. Lots of things we expecting for the life time. And you expecting them from a lot or everything you expect that your craziest (something in you is much bigger than what you are) supports you, feels you and be there for you. And that is all your in head. May they have their own issues or problems… OSHO said Man who loves the power he never fall in love and if he does, he never admit it. I thought this is the pay. For the independence or this is nothing. Lots time I think what to trust on what they are doing or w...