jinen kothari

It all started that spring morning, She was sleeping on the classroom desk, the morning sun was glowing on her face and I just fall her. Her calmness and passionate simplicity were killing my nerves. These were our college days, So I was thinking to ask her out and being together. But she is completely different from me. I'm like smart, charming, literally impassionate and outspoken, I can talk to anyone on campus. She is a shy, conservative personality. She was a topper and I was the back bencher. If I refer to rabbit and tortoise story. I'm a rabbit and she is a turtle. In the last paper of 3rd semester, I nudge her to meet at the library and at that meeting I asked her! and I got a reality check ;). Seriously that hurt my ego. Till the time, I reach to bus-stop bubble has burst out. That day you realize friends are 'haramisssss'. Though they and her friends not just warned me but told me she will REJECT you but I wanted to be the hero and for the next 3 semesters, fr...

Happy thanksgiving! It's been long for writing / blogging.  Read some where: "There is always something to be thankful." Too small two words, But has very powerful meanings. We might thought "Thank you" is for others, why we thankful for something we bought, something we rented, But we must that will help us,  It keeps us rooted, gives feeling of 'US',shows quality of thoughts, shows yours deeper commitment that how hard it is  I will fight till the end, motivates you to do more and let the good come and dirt go away. To be thankful means you are changing your views of world, problems, responsibility, energies, after thanking you are at peace, you have no harsh, you have no hate feelings and  You can forgot past because you already made peace with it, took the leap. Gratefulness brings joy, it is all you need.  Kis lamhe ne thaami ungli meri  Phusla ke mujhko le chala Nange paaon daudi aankhein meri Khwabon ki saari bas...

Silence has been broken with storm. whole your life you are attract the people, things and all the circumvents happing and that is attracted by you. Many times we attract very wrong people or the events that follows.Environment does affect on us one or another way, We like to connect with society to find our existence. Specially when you are in the age of quantum leap, you want able to judge, what's wrong or right.   "Here nothing is in acceptances or rejections, what ever it is, is in your BELIEF" So I meet Kat after period. The moment is froze, there is noting to say, noting for explanation, Uncontrolled flows of emptions. heart is beating so slow like it misses its beat... "Its so calm its look like chaos."  There is noting changed or everything is after that. Your happiness is here,so strong, so pure, so positive, so beyond that's with you every moments, when you are pushing boundaries, when you are cutting the age. Those memories are so ...

Yesterday Read something that has been in my mind for long and I have no words to express. "Human body is sense to repeat the same thing": the virtue of ignorance This is what truth about all the people around you: same sense, love, the material only thing different is a body. No one allows new aggregation  in any system because it threatens the anarchy And biggest thing is hate their eGo. But its not about this its about that Girl. We met a few years back. She is beautiful Kat that I had. One of the great things between us is chemistry. Our meet is like one of the mysteries of life. It's new, quite energetic. I don't know her for the long but I do know her the closest. we didn't even spend that much time together yet it didn't require @ all. Even in that shorter time period we fight more often than we talk, time comes we fought/hurt enough that it comes to end. (I don't know why we fight in relationships.) If you don't like just split. ...