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Happy Diwali! Passions is key (for me) to unlock sucess! I have started changing things yet so many things to be changed. Many fears I have loosed and catched others. It's like rejection is key to sucess. I have been rejected over and over. Many times it's feel like talking black-hole, it's black dent sky with I can keep talking... Life is paradox. You are going in one direction and it will take you somewhere else. I can keep enjoying and have faith. Faith is big word now, I am literally questioning everything comes to me. Always trying dig ito details. Do you understand  diging into details? There is unnecessary difference, I have seen everyone is in this loop only. This difference is not just with others, with ourself as well. To become calm or to have more passions is to be faithful. I have to start believing. To believe is magnificent. It will attract all other requirements. To have faith every little thing will be ok. Lots of stories are there, every...

Happy summer!!! Sunny is hitting the roads, hot winds making us lazy. Laziest season of the year, No one likes to come out of bed in the morning and felling sleepy while working. As usual life is crazy with me, today just someone told me ‘ KARMA ’ is coming back to me and I saw things as accidents, sometimes accidents are more often then usual. How I see this accidents, I read somewhere : There where 3 people lifetime jailed due to false accuse of murder. After 20years at when they are going to released only 1 was alive. Journalists asked how did you survived? Answer was simpler “I found meaning to be alive.”   कुछ बात है कि हस्ती मिटती नहीं हमारी You were never be alone, your god has plan for you. You need to focus on your path goal. Your choices must to hit that bulls eye or closer to that bulls eye irrespective of how many noise around  you, nobody is with you. We need to walk alone on this tight robe. Blessings is what you have, you need to count those n...

Happpy Monsoon!!! Nothing is like monsoon breeze. Always been wonderful and chilled. What's freedom? Freedom is get out of something. As human we have tendency to control destiny, people, faith and almost every thing and on other hand we need freedom. We go on break and vacation to find freedom. People who wants to control his destiny they become workaholic for their freedom. Others who wants to control people they become politicization. Control faith they become Baba's or now spiritual guide. They want to sell this things because they wants freedom from those things. Everyone is running to control freedom. Every day each of us finding freedom from some thoughts and feelings that's the reason of mood swing's.  Why we are not free? The core problem is this. To be absolute free and relax is to give freedom to others. Let their thoughts and actions be free.  Control them if it's wrong then and only then change them.  To polish your ego don't...

It will take away every ting from you. You End up doing everything and nothing. It puts you in chaos. And thing about chaos is it's always fare. With all the abilities or all the knowledge you can't do any thing. Everything asks you questions & most of the time yo don't know any answers. If you reach out to people they say you can't do this! you have no experience! you are not suitable. why you did this and why you did that!!! And at the end you kept asking your self what's wrong with me!!! Why its happening to me!!! cant we ever pursue what we want do??? Is I am doing hard work??? Is I am in right path!!! @last you broke. You are just dead to everyone. It is not them  its you. you must stop that lust of people understand you. You have to love them only & it will conquer everything. Never ever fight it cause it will cost you more than anyone else. Accept that pain no one else could.   You have to be discipline. Discipline your body, Discipline y...

Yesterday Read something that has been in my mind for long and I have no words to express. "Human body is sense to repeat the same thing": the virtue of ignorance This is what truth about all the people around you: same sense, love, the material only thing different is a body. No one allows new aggregation  in any system because it threatens the anarchy And biggest thing is hate their eGo. But its not about this its about that Girl. We met a few years back. She is beautiful Kat that I had. One of the great things between us is chemistry. Our meet is like one of the mysteries of life. It's new, quite energetic. I don't know her for the long but I do know her the closest. we didn't even spend that much time together yet it didn't require @ all. Even in that shorter time period we fight more often than we talk, time comes we fought/hurt enough that it comes to end. (I don't know why we fight in relationships.) If you don't like just split. ...

For the years you sleep with next day goals and suddenly all is gone don’t know what is next step and where, why and how to do!!? All morning comes with worst nightmares of the life. Everyone single day there is rejections. How could one broke glass that has been already broken but this this theory not applicable in humans.  That they will destroy you, kill you, Pease you off. How many times you prove. Why to prove!? And more importantly what to prove! You can’t justify your every action. You can’t explain everything, you can’t be untruthful. You kept your silence. Let them destroy you. You kept on practice, love, smile and silence. And importantly forgive them it doesn’t matter how they are killing you. Matters is what how you come back, smile and love. Everyone now then has their point of existence. Some time we see them in family, work then fiends or love and society. They help you in your fights!!! Someone has nothing. They have to accept the pain, feel the pain eventuall...

Tear mera rista he kesa... So many things in life didn't get any closer. Like this blog started something and will end some where. so many stories remains untold.  Stops without hesitation. And when we ask why it stoped!?!  There is long pause ... or take deep breath n moves on. This causes deepest pain on heart, mind & soul. It is not just stories it pains when relationships are involved... when memories are there... memories are great some of them become history... @ the temptation point of history.. Some of them become mysterious... n become deepest breath of life. U will remember n it will dig little more. Destiny!?! Things can't moves without spiritual itch...  this memories ... makes you laugh and very next moment it is rolling from your eyes... loudest silence of life... Some asked where am I!?! M @ center of loneliness, restless ness, strain, deepest feeling of wanderlust. When we chose , we chose freedom for not freedom freedom from. People will see in oth...