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Summer 😎! It's been so long that I have stopped reading almost 3-4 months haven't read anything new. Schedule becomes hectic like machine woke-up, take-bath, go to Mandir, office, lunch, dinner and calls. Weekends passes in repairing new things. Hence Year spent, couldn't spent year.  Sitting room watching sun burning outside. It's always like yesterday we just cam from street after playing and today we are so responsible today. How long it will take I am grown up man and kid anymore. But ti's been always when it lost. It's always been lost you can remember it, you can not do any thing  about it. Some are easily shift into circle of life, like it's not shift and for people like me it find really difficult to go to new page and very critical in social life 😛😉. Life doesn't stop or take reboot. We need to define our priorities and choose what to do now. And we can not compare situations instead we should start believing.

Life is fast seems like just six months back I am in collage and it’s going to be 4 years now. Exact amount of time we spend with each other we have been separated. So many of them never seen them before and few are very close. It’s not like we don’t care about each other it’s like we were too busy with our goals or life. Life is moving fast than ever before. Last year was roller-coaster ride, it’s like I am taking leap or I falling down either wise both are paradox. The deep will you go, you will be grow richer outside. If I meet any of the collage mates they have been very different it seems like they gown, responsible now, committed & more confident than ever again. You mate that guy yesterday how the hell he/she can change this much over night, but night was too long for me it’s been 4 years. Some of them are parents now (too early, I know but they choose that.) They are started syncing   What’s about me!! Where am I! Am I responsible! Am I now more committed! Or shou...

Happpy navaratri!!!! So many things happen that was completely unexpected.  And like worse nightmare. You stand by for people for in hope that they will stand by @worst.  Fortunately I have learned this in last few months. You are doing it for shake this thing should happen nothing more than that.Another one people will take you for granted if you are available. Main taan gul se lipti titli ki tarah muhajir hoon Ek pal ko thehroon, pal mein udd jaaun Best thing I get to know is that journey is more beautiful then destination and you will be alone on top & bottom. I have been in both sides. You have to choose to you are @top or @bottom because all the places are same in ways. What if you losses what did you lose & what happens if you win what you won. The Survive is the only option to be happy. Things must be done because it must be done or it’s new or there is no other reason. The survive is the journey of Lone to Alone. Make yourself for alone and...

Happpy Monsoon!!! Nothing is like monsoon breeze. Always been wonderful and chilled. What's freedom? Freedom is get out of something. As human we have tendency to control destiny, people, faith and almost every thing and on other hand we need freedom. We go on break and vacation to find freedom. People who wants to control his destiny they become workaholic for their freedom. Others who wants to control people they become politicization. Control faith they become Baba's or now spiritual guide. They want to sell this things because they wants freedom from those things. Everyone is running to control freedom. Every day each of us finding freedom from some thoughts and feelings that's the reason of mood swing's.  Why we are not free? The core problem is this. To be absolute free and relax is to give freedom to others. Let their thoughts and actions be free.  Control them if it's wrong then and only then change them.  To polish your ego don't...

Happpy new year!!! New Year is here,resolution, greetings, celebrations and at the end hope, everything will be alright. New wind will took us to sky!!! Breeze of fresh air, fire cracks, music, dance, cheers , hugs and kissses. We miss something, enjoy something, celebrate something, cheers loud, crack the fires, opens champion, king's food, naughty nights parties through all night and Next day we enjoy hangovers :p :p :p I celebrated in chili whether and arms of love. Nothing new, surprisingly  everything is normal and that's bigger deal.We have so many celebration's b'dys, new year, anniversary's ... or we have  DATES !!! we got older or grownup. In many cases those are the same???In mine case I end up with questions!!! Does I am the same racer, Fighting same fight, Leading to same, does end is same!!! Am I pursuing same just body is differs. And you know what answer always comes NO!!! And when-ever comes yes I look @ my family, friends, carrier and ...

Happy thanksgiving! It's been long for writing / blogging.  Read some where: "There is always something to be thankful." Too small two words, But has very powerful meanings. We might thought "Thank you" is for others, why we thankful for something we bought, something we rented, But we must that will help us,  It keeps us rooted, gives feeling of 'US',shows quality of thoughts, shows yours deeper commitment that how hard it is  I will fight till the end, motivates you to do more and let the good come and dirt go away. To be thankful means you are changing your views of world, problems, responsibility, energies, after thanking you are at peace, you have no harsh, you have no hate feelings and  You can forgot past because you already made peace with it, took the leap. Gratefulness brings joy, it is all you need.  Kis lamhe ne thaami ungli meri  Phusla ke mujhko le chala Nange paaon daudi aankhein meri Khwabon ki saari bas...

Silence has been broken with storm. whole your life you are attract the people, things and all the circumvents happing and that is attracted by you. Many times we attract very wrong people or the events that follows.Environment does affect on us one or another way, We like to connect with society to find our existence. Specially when you are in the age of quantum leap, you want able to judge, what's wrong or right.   "Here nothing is in acceptances or rejections, what ever it is, is in your BELIEF" So I meet Kat after period. The moment is froze, there is noting to say, noting for explanation, Uncontrolled flows of emptions. heart is beating so slow like it misses its beat... "Its so calm its look like chaos."  There is noting changed or everything is after that. Your happiness is here,so strong, so pure, so positive, so beyond that's with you every moments, when you are pushing boundaries, when you are cutting the age. Those memories are so ...