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These are unprecedented times, Entire human race is on fire. I haven't people who are scared this much ever before. Paradoxical smiles, the pressure of uncertainty, fear of losing someone, missing someone (Tears of joy, and Smile of sadness). You thought you are secured, you're life is defined. Not anymore Everyone is naked now, the bubble people have created around them is busted. You may be saying bye to your loved ones last time (isn't it that always been! did we just got reality check). It's (pandemic) the only topic trending for many years. (yes, it feels like years!). Have you ever wonder, why it's called unprecedented!? Simply, it's not written in any books, no-one lived this before. Uncertainty is reality, accept it. People who lived 'definite life those are only scared and depressed. It's just life. In these negative times, If you  know how to survive? How I have been, My pandemic started in dec-2019 only not in march. It's been in roller co...

Year of changes. They are good it has a fresh breeze. it’s been also a year of confusion. I found my self in lots of situation where I am not able to make a decision. These are feelings surely it will get away. Year of meeting childhood again. It’s a common tradition here to go to mama’s house for summer vacation. It was amazing and beautiful. Chemistry has been changed or I can say it’s been more emotional and sweet. :) Year of traveling as well. Average traveling 250-300km/monthly. Traveling in both mode self-drive and by bus. Went to the very eastern coast of Gujarat and southern coast of Gujarat. And yes seen tallest statue as well :D Year of surprises, learnings, and faithfulness. we can plan so many things life doesn’t work in that way. Life has its own plan and it’s beautiful. Faith in almighty or guts will last long. Its been learning year as well. What best I learned is” I don’t know”. Yes, it takes lots of courage and knowledge to say ‘I don’t know’.  Learning make...

Happpy Monsoon!!! Nothing is like monsoon breeze. Always been wonderful and chilled. What's freedom? Freedom is get out of something. As human we have tendency to control destiny, people, faith and almost every thing and on other hand we need freedom. We go on break and vacation to find freedom. People who wants to control his destiny they become workaholic for their freedom. Others who wants to control people they become politicization. Control faith they become Baba's or now spiritual guide. They want to sell this things because they wants freedom from those things. Everyone is running to control freedom. Every day each of us finding freedom from some thoughts and feelings that's the reason of mood swing's.  Why we are not free? The core problem is this. To be absolute free and relax is to give freedom to others. Let their thoughts and actions be free.  Control them if it's wrong then and only then change them.  To polish your ego don't...

Random reads of  OSHO... पहली तो बात हर किसी में साहस है। तुम्हें बचपन से ही इसका उपयोग करने नहीं दिया जाता। सारा समाज तुम्हें कायर बना देना चाहता है। समाज को कायरों की बहुत जरूरत है, क्योंकि समाज की उत्सुकता तुम्हें गुलाम बनाने में है। माता-पिता चाहते हैं कि तुम आज्ञाकारी बनो। तुम्हारा साहस शायद तुम्हें आज्ञाकारी न होने दे। तुम्हारे शिक्षक चाहते हैं कि तुम उनकी हर बात बिना प्रश्न उठाए स्वीकार कर लो; और फिर अगर तुममें साहस होगा तो तुम प्रश्न भी पूछ सकते हो। तुम्हारे पंडित पुरोहित चाहते हैं कि तुम उन पर भरोसा और विश्वास करो लेकिन तुम्हारा साहस संदेह निर्मित कर सकता है सभी निहित स्वार्थ साहस के, जो कि तुम्हारे व्यक्तित्व का स्वाभाविक अंग है, विरोध में है। कोई भी जन्म से कायर नहीं होता, कायर निर्मित किए जाते हैं। हर बच्चा साहसी होता है। मुझे आज तक कोई एक भी ऐसा बच्चा नहीं मिला है, जो साहसी न हो। क्या हो जाता है? यह गुण कहाँ खो जाता है? वही बच्चा, जब वह विश्वविद्यालय से बाहर आता है, कायर होता है। तुम्हारी सारी शिक्षा, तुम्हारा सभी धर्म, तुम्हारा पूरा समाज, तुम्हारे सभी संबंध- ...

Be the change you wish in the world. All of us ever wanted is something new, updated. We demands for some update either (mostly) positive or negative. Nothing in life stays the same. Every moment something is going on something around you is expanding or shrinking. It doesn’t matter you are part of it or not. What matters is change. Somewhere somehow every little being within you is changing too. THERE are no ordinary moments! We wish so many things not to change. Even those things are going to change never nothing remains still. It all goes on. We have to meditate this changes. And try to remain calm with this whole structure. Change is only permeant thing, special you are in journey. So many are left behind you, so many hearted by you. Family, friends, love and many more. Every things as time goes or changes happens that doesn’t matter.  You have to accept that pain, it doesn’t matter how it kills you all you have to accept that pain. Because you are chosen ...

Tear mera rista he kesa... So many things in life didn't get any closer. Like this blog started something and will end some where. so many stories remains untold.  Stops without hesitation. And when we ask why it stoped!?!  There is long pause ... or take deep breath n moves on. This causes deepest pain on heart, mind & soul. It is not just stories it pains when relationships are involved... when memories are there... memories are great some of them become history... @ the temptation point of history.. Some of them become mysterious... n become deepest breath of life. U will remember n it will dig little more. Destiny!?! Things can't moves without spiritual itch...  this memories ... makes you laugh and very next moment it is rolling from your eyes... loudest silence of life... Some asked where am I!?! M @ center of loneliness, restless ness, strain, deepest feeling of wanderlust. When we chose , we chose freedom for not freedom freedom from. People will see in oth...