jinen kothari

Happy thanks giving! Every society around the world is says it is good to be thankful. Every year what we are thankful for!!! if we count lots things are there! so quite  diplomatic answer!!! life goes on it doesn't matter what we think what we do... it goes on & it has to be. "show must go on!!!" new years morning comes with great hopes most possibilities and resolution or too many prophets. such as 2014 for me. 31st night with friends warm. so does  morning. that days will be brighten our year will high on every aspect. Here new year is coming soon. So many things are quite same as last year on some aspect there are many opportunities... As the year started so many roads are started and many are closed. as years goes those open roads closed. It is like every next month there is new loss. Like moral or economical or  physically or ethically. every next month i brooked into pieces not just that people are coming and killing me. It is like they are removing a...

Be the change you wish in the world. All of us ever wanted is something new, updated. We demands for some update either (mostly) positive or negative. Nothing in life stays the same. Every moment something is going on something around you is expanding or shrinking. It doesn’t matter you are part of it or not. What matters is change. Somewhere somehow every little being within you is changing too. THERE are no ordinary moments! We wish so many things not to change. Even those things are going to change never nothing remains still. It all goes on. We have to meditate this changes. And try to remain calm with this whole structure. Change is only permeant thing, special you are in journey. So many are left behind you, so many hearted by you. Family, friends, love and many more. Every things as time goes or changes happens that doesn’t matter.  You have to accept that pain, it doesn’t matter how it kills you all you have to accept that pain. Because you are chosen ...

For the years you sleep with next day goals and suddenly all is gone don’t know what is next step and where, why and how to do!!? All morning comes with worst nightmares of the life. Everyone single day there is rejections. How could one broke glass that has been already broken but this this theory not applicable in humans.  That they will destroy you, kill you, Pease you off. How many times you prove. Why to prove!? And more importantly what to prove! You can’t justify your every action. You can’t explain everything, you can’t be untruthful. You kept your silence. Let them destroy you. You kept on practice, love, smile and silence. And importantly forgive them it doesn’t matter how they are killing you. Matters is what how you come back, smile and love. Everyone now then has their point of existence. Some time we see them in family, work then fiends or love and society. They help you in your fights!!! Someone has nothing. They have to accept the pain, feel the pain eventuall...

Tear mera rista he kesa... So many things in life didn't get any closer. Like this blog started something and will end some where. so many stories remains untold.  Stops without hesitation. And when we ask why it stoped!?!  There is long pause ... or take deep breath n moves on. This causes deepest pain on heart, mind & soul. It is not just stories it pains when relationships are involved... when memories are there... memories are great some of them become history... @ the temptation point of history.. Some of them become mysterious... n become deepest breath of life. U will remember n it will dig little more. Destiny!?! Things can't moves without spiritual itch...  this memories ... makes you laugh and very next moment it is rolling from your eyes... loudest silence of life... Some asked where am I!?! M @ center of loneliness, restless ness, strain, deepest feeling of wanderlust. When we chose , we chose freedom for not freedom freedom from. People will see in oth...

One year, one job, one love!!!And lots of things and now concluding all those things. Lots of memory, experience, love!!! People… Everyone is living by purpose of their own. Most likely i do feel like people living life in the some adjustment towards life, family, and friends or may be m wrong I do feel like or may be m too independent. Don’t know and really ask me don’t w ant to know. Life has lots of surprises even they come in the ways when yo u are not expected. Lots of things we expecting for the life time. And you expecting them from a lot or everything you expect that your craziest (something in you is much bigger than what you are) supports you, feels you and be there for you. And that is all your in head. May they have their own issues or problems… OSHO said Man who loves the power he never fall in love and if he does, he never admit it. I thought this is the pay. For the independence or this is nothing. Lots time I think what to trust on what they are doing or w...

Now only gets time to write on travels had lots of thoughts and lots of things are going around in life. One thing just took my heart away is highway the movie …more then that I love this movie because of story test. Life is journey the film says the same the journey inner self and to victory and to the peace and calm, silence. Something in me that influence me to make something big ... that make to forgot everything. And make me so grateful... someday that influence made me who I want to be…..”main jo mit bhi gaya to vajud ye mera sada tuj me rahe zinda” That one thing “dhoop pani pe barash jaye…” , only that one influence “tu hi humsath he, har duri sarmaye...” that one thing is with me everywhere   I go make big, beautiful, influence me make me, destroy me, believe me, …my every situation is you. “ye jeen bhi na jeena bhi he do no ka tuj se hi vasta me hi to hut era pata he dusra na koi rasta …aaye jo muj tak jo vo tum   k jo dudhnta , me ri khamosiyo me bhi tu bo...

@14 th Jan, India’s kite fly day… ever y year we celebrate with family it is more like one family tradition. We all came in evening with chatting… and celebrates kites … m craziest about kites, for few years this craziness is gone from me.  M I faking!!! , No I don’t feel like to fly kite any more. Now m crazy about lots of other things. May be after few years m not be crazy as I am today about. So does the life is happening.  There is “fanas” every year we all sending fanas on the sky.!!  Known as Boolean … we flame the Boolean and put them in sky …they are going high and far so far… .. . After putting them in sky we yell with joy and stare … .. Until they don’t disappear in the sky... . . . our breath is more warmed, state of mind is relaxed everything is stop we just want to see that flame to go far… opposite things happens when Boolean burns out and fall dawn, sorrow comes out and felt so unpleasant. What is that we send.?? I always wonder why this f...

Here is end of 2013. And 2014 is counting. How you feel after one year … you were there where you started in last year ... long pause and biggest disappoints. At the some points I am at the same point in life. Though with so many things are changed my working style and my schedules, my surrounding everything is changed.  One year taught me a lot. When life turns to turning point in life come I dive lot crazy. People come, smithies, criticise, hates, loves, fakes, fights, pretends they do everything to me. Whatever they do I don’t mind and I never will. At certain point you reach in life you can’t all you have is you in life. No one is with you not even your work it is you. You have to dace in the rhythm life whatever take from you let it took.  Ever you heard the music it starts with low pitch and ends with high pitch. It’s getting higher and higher with time ... thus how life is getting rhythm...  If you believe light coz of purity, If you believe dark coz of sad...