Happy Winter!
The most challenging year of the 21st century is ending soon. Now the news is the covid-19 vaccine and questions asked how can we recover from the damage caused by the virus. Some say worst is yet to come!??
My 2020 started with a different storm (or some-what unplanned, whom I'm kidding that was thrilling 😛), Thankfully it gets sorted out. Experience is like an accident of two trucks. By the march, the entire world is upside down. Everything was new, it was a golden jail for everyone. We all take a vacation in a year only difference this time is the entire world was paused. I was on vacation too. I've lived alone for around 4 years, this was different (#NewNormal). What I've seen is relationships are chaotic, It all starts with a warm welcome, ends in adjustments. In between control-freaks, over-powering, demanding, etc. You miss them (it's ok not to admit 😉). These times people are seeing the world through (room's, mobile's, computer's, TV's) window only. All these dramas going on around you and the world is frightened with an invisible virus. You are frightened and fighting with the life/death situation of yourself and your loved ones. By the mid-may realty losing nana hit me hard 😭, I grown-up around him, he taught me how to work, how to live life with passion, his love for food, talking hours-and-hours in the garden and all the sudden he is no-more. At least family members should be around for last rituals and It also holds up the family together. Nature has its way of healing!!!
The world started resuming by June, Everyone started to make their living and completing their unfinished rituals/business. Things are quiet (new) normal by the month-end. And all of a sudden I got engaged(to the same girl whom I was keep mentioning in my blogs 😁) in this confusing year. Sometimes still wonder is she really with me!! (It will take some time 😉). The best part is both the families loved the decision and liked each other. It was like meeting distance relative after 2/3 years. Like they knew each other but there is some awkward silence 😜. A day before engagement, I didn't even sleep, all these thoughts and memories are coming back to me. A new beginning was heart-warming!!!
The half-year was passed by and looks like everyone has accepted this new normal. People started celebrating festivals and enjoying themselves. Although all these times scary or frightening news keeps on coming. Families are affected with virus or other health issues, there is another lockdown is coming, the economy is going down. By the October end or In Starting of November virus was at pick in India, Also grandmother's health issues started, there were health complaints now and then but this time it was different, After all these years she had finally accepted her age and that started working against her. it started worrying 😯 me everyday (for an entire week). She was confident about her life, health, and choices. She traveled by all the mediums (bus, train, cars, ship, plane). She lived a life larger than it is. This time we all were here, not in the same place but the same room only. We were caring her on a stretcher rushing towards the hospital. It took 5 minutes, she just said goodbye and it was forever!!! 😭
The amazing part about all these incidents, I knew they were coming. Everyone in a family knows it's coming. But it's always difficult or hard to face. Stroke emotions just bust inside your mind and it changes you.
Year's end is neither an end nor a beginning but a going on, with all the wisdom that experience can instill in us
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Mat Kar Maya Ko Ahankar Mat Kar Kaya Ko Abhimaan
Kaya Gaar Se Kanchi Kaya Gaar Se Kanchi
Jaise Os Ra Moti
Jhonka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye Jhapka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye
Kaaya Dhool Ho Jaati
Esa Sakhat Tha Maharaj Jinka Mulko Me Raj
Jin Ghar Jhoolta Haathi Jin Ghar Jhoolta Haathi
Jaise Os Ra Moti
Jhonka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye Jhapka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye
Kaaya Dhool Ho Jaati
Bharya Sindra Me Tel Jaha Rachayo Sab Khel
Jal Rahi Diya Ki Baati Jal Rahi Diya Ki Baati
Jaise Os Ra Moti
Jhonka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye Jhapka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye
Kaaya Dhool Ho Jaati
Mat Kar Maya Ko Ahankar Mat Kar Kaya Ko Abhimaan
Kaya Gaar Se Kanchi Kaya Gaar Se Kanchi
Khoot Gaya Sindra Ro Bikhar Gya Sab Khel
Bujh Gaya Diya Ki Baati Bujh Gaya Diya Ki Baati
Jaise Os Ra Moti
Jhonka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye Jhapka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye
Kaaya Dhool Ho Jaati
Jhootha Mayi Tharo Baap Jhootha Sakal Parivaar
Jhooth Kootata Chhaati Jhooth Kootata Chhaati
Jaise Os Ra Moti
Jhonka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye Jhapka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye
Kaaya Dhool Ho Jaati
Mat Kar Maya Ko Ahankar Mat Kar Kaya Ko Abhimaan
Kaya Gaar Se Kanchi Kaya Gaar Se Kanchi
Jaise Os Ra Moti
Jhonka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye Jhapka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye
Kaaya Dhool Ho Jaati
Lal Me Kaa Lal Tera Kaun Kya Hawaal
Jinko Janam Le Jaati Jinko Jam Le Jaati
Jaise Os Ra Moti
Jhonka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye Jhapka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye
Kaaya Dhool Ho Jaati
Bolya Bhawani Ho Naath Guru Ji Ne Sir Per Dharaya Haath
Jinse Mukti Ho Jaati Jinse Mukti Ho Jaati
Jaise Os Ra Moti
Jhonka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye Jhapka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye
Kaaya Dhool Ho Jaati
Mat Kar Maya Ko Ahankar Mat Kar Kaya Ko Abhimaan
Kaya Gaar Se Kanchi Kaya Gaar Se Kanchi
Jaise Os Ra Moti
Jhonka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye Jhapka Pavan Ka Lag Jaaye
Kaaya Dhool Ho Jaati
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