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after long time i saw Gujarati natak ....it's simply awesome such humorous comedy in the natak called " lage raho gujju bhai " ...after long time i must i laughed from heart such wonderful it is ...feels free after laughing to sleep actual this days am lazier..... actually am lazy one : )  : )  : )  ......
but actually thing is that  second natak  was emotional after watching this type of story n movies ( etc )....no words for me n no reaction to express those things actually life doesn't not h've those part in life the actually life is to practical then even think if loose ( our self ) this world we kill they just need reason to kill you not physically but psychologically ...!!!
i had pass this situation in mine  life..... i think that was worst period of mine life i don't but even mine owns don't believes me at all... all the time they doubt in my self this leads me to think i can't do that but that's not true thing is too easier to do for me.....that teaches me to believe , love  n respect ur self only other wise no one will respect u in life.....
after long time i come out it n just found that every thing around me is changed ,every relation that i h've i make !!! n also find that all people around me is changed,i found my self in new world that was not actually mine!!!...so that i become more insecure on my self or mine life n people around me n relations....!!!
but that is not actually true the thing is that just i am changed nothing else......
i didn't blame any one for lose n yes i lose something but not everything   ....
but i am that am not bad guy after all....please but still people doesn't believe me why i don't know ..... i didn't do any thing wrong i just lose it.....but i think they expecting than i am......every one can do it but it take time ....!!!
but as we know every thing need change that's am changed !!?? no that's not true after all i just started   world as is looks .....nothing else ....
but now i feel like something is going to change .....i don't know but some spark is  burning in me n that feels like i can make difference n am dame sure on that i will make it.......
LIFE jUsT going n going .......it's time to WIN....n dame sure something  is going to change ,....!!!...because " every thing needs change "

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