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shittan ...!!!

finally two days actually at tuesday at evening result was declared.... it's good as it is in last all sem......but thing is that mind suck in that......i don't know why but that's now become headache!!!

need some positive thoughts to think i don't know why m so sady  that driving me nuts .....thoughts are coming in mind like cyclone ...!!!   they just coming n passing all time to fighting with ma self only n all energy n time is wasting on that ......!!!!

thing is actually is that i really didn't like to do any thing....even didn't like to watch the film or any thing why i don't....???....i really can't consecrate on any thing any thing i start ma ind sucks on other thoughts n really can not do any thing!!!


ma mind sucks on unbelievable thoughts, future , past , present , imagination n all the time it's making a new picture in ma mind that is acceptable at all .....!!!now thoughts getting kill me ...!!!

real thing is that i just moving around ma self n losings all ma strength n time  finding something that is really doesn't exist.!!!???....all the time thing not there but how it will there!!?? there is no existence of the thing that is all just ma imagination nothing else....!!! : (  : (  : (    

i don't know  how m get in this kind of situation but want to get out of it....!!!




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