jinen kothari

Happy Winter! The most challenging year of the 21st century is ending soon. Now the news is the covid-19 vaccine and questions asked how can we recover from the damage caused by the virus. Some say worst is yet to come!?? My 2020 started with a different storm (or some-what unplanned, whom I'm kidding that was thrilling 😛), Thankfully it gets sorted out. Experience is like an accident of two trucks. By the march, the entire world is upside down. Everything was new, it was a golden jail for everyone. We all take a vacation in a year only difference this time is the entire world was paused. I was on vacation too. I've lived alone for around 4 years, this was different (#NewNormal). What I've seen is relationships are chaotic, It all starts with a warm welcome, ends in adjustments. In between control-freaks, over-powering, demanding, etc. You miss them (it's ok not to admit 😉). These times people are seeing the world through (room's, mobile's, computer's, TV...

These are unprecedented times, Entire human race is on fire. I haven't people who are scared this much ever before. Paradoxical smiles, the pressure of uncertainty, fear of losing someone, missing someone (Tears of joy, and Smile of sadness). You thought you are secured, you're life is defined. Not anymore Everyone is naked now, the bubble people have created around them is busted. You may be saying bye to your loved ones last time (isn't it that always been! did we just got reality check). It's (pandemic) the only topic trending for many years. (yes, it feels like years!). Have you ever wonder, why it's called unprecedented!? Simply, it's not written in any books, no-one lived this before. Uncertainty is reality, accept it. People who lived 'definite life those are only scared and depressed. It's just life. In these negative times, If you  know how to survive? How I have been, My pandemic started in dec-2019 only not in march. It's been in roller co...

It all started that spring morning, She was sleeping on the classroom desk, the morning sun was glowing on her face and I just fall her. Her calmness and passionate simplicity were killing my nerves. These were our college days, So I was thinking to ask her out and being together. But she is completely different from me. I'm like smart, charming, literally impassionate and outspoken, I can talk to anyone on campus. She is a shy, conservative personality. She was a topper and I was the back bencher. If I refer to rabbit and tortoise story. I'm a rabbit and she is a turtle. In the last paper of 3rd semester, I nudge her to meet at the library and at that meeting I asked her! and I got a reality check ;). Seriously that hurt my ego. Till the time, I reach to bus-stop bubble has burst out. That day you realize friends are 'haramisssss'. Though they and her friends not just warned me but told me she will REJECT you but I wanted to be the hero and for the next 3 semesters, fr...